It was taken from my mom's old musty attic, the lamp was in my eyes--
simply hideous.
simply hideous.
A primitive looking base that fit a standard 60 watt bulb with a glass etched front that said,
New York's World Fair
1939
I put it up for auction on eBay for $1.00, no reserve. You never know who might want the ugly thing, I'd be surprised if it would even fetch a dollar.
As each day passed, I noticed the current bid price escalating at a quick rate
$80
$120
$233
...at about the $440 mark I began to wonder what in the world I had in my possession. Suddenly, I was a little more careful with how I handled my neglected lamp.
On the last day of bidding there was a mad flurry of bids and next thing I knew it was purchased for over $800.
I emailed the winning bidder and asked him why he bid so much.
I had a very rare lamp that collectors greatly desired, he said. There were only a handful in existence.
I had no idea.
As each day passed, I noticed the current bid price escalating at a quick rate
$80
$120
$233
...at about the $440 mark I began to wonder what in the world I had in my possession. Suddenly, I was a little more careful with how I handled my neglected lamp.
On the last day of bidding there was a mad flurry of bids and next thing I knew it was purchased for over $800.
I emailed the winning bidder and asked him why he bid so much.
I had a very rare lamp that collectors greatly desired, he said. There were only a handful in existence.
I had no idea.
You see, on eBay, an item's value is decided by the highest bidder.
May I ask,
What is your value beloved child?
We lie with hands outstretched wanting to be told our value by those who have never paid the price for our lives, let alone bid for our heart and soul. We allow others to abuse, use, define and label us. We accept the neglect and walk in shame. We make choices that say to the world that our value is not rare, or precious or a treasure.
But the truth is,
All other attempts at telling us our worth are ignored.
Jesus didn’t wait for others to bid. He just clicked on the Buy It Now button and paid the price without even looking. He didn’t shop around. He didn’t need other suggestions. He didn’t need to comparison shop. He didn’t read the condition or the fine print. He didn’t notice the crack in the foundation or the chip on the side. He didn’t care what color you were or how many others had you first. He didn’t care
A special thank you to Andrea and Red Letter Believers for their inspiration and collaboration on this post.

13 comments:
I love this thought...it will stay with me. You are so right Julie. We live our lives trying to find someone who will pay that dollar and validate us and affirm us...and it never comes. We weep and wonder what is wrong with us, when no one is willing to pay just one dollar...when really, Jesus clicked on the "buy it now" button...our worth is determined by His highest bid...His life! TOTALLY AWESOME!! LOVE THIS SO MUCH!!
As always, a beautiful and touching post. They mean so much to me! This post reminds me of a poem I absolutely loved when I was a child (and still do) called "The Touch of the Master's Hand". So many days I feel very low on worth......yet to Jesus, I am worth more than I could ever imagine!
oh, Julie what an amazing post! Thanks for sharing these thoughts.
Wow. Great post. Here is the thing - Pastors, people, the bible even tells us how we aren't worthy of God's love. How there was nothing in us that made us say "Oh I think I'll save you today". God just did it out of love. So...its very hard for me to feel like I am lovable. Yes, someone loves me. Great. But I'm pitiful. I'm not worthy of it. I can't earn it, no that's not what I'm trying to say. There is nothing I can do to earn that love. However, I know that full well and it is a big part of how I view myself. God can love me. He does love me. I don't know why He does except that He is loving. But that doesn't make me feel priceless. If I'm being honest, it makes me feel how most people look at me - as a pity case. I'm at this point in my life where most people I know are either trying their get to heaven cards on me or are so sick of me, they can't stand it. I know I'm unlovable and I wish I could say that God loving me makes that go away. I feel sometimes like He too is looking down on me and shaking his head but saying "oh I love you though but your pitiful". Maybe that's why I dislike Christians so much and can't quite grasp God either.
The value of an item is never determined by the seller. Only the price paid by the purchaser determines the worth.
And He gave everything. Powerful stuff Julie
Thank you for these reminders. I think we all feel worthless or of little worth at times and it helps to be reminded of how valuable we are in God's eyes: the eyes that REALLY matter!
Thank you, Julie. I love this thought. It encourages me, and makes me sit up straighter.
Michelle,
I hear you. I do. You are not a pity case dear friend, you are a wonderful, beautiful mess- we all are. I am weak, sinful, broken and you know what- Jesus sees you as truly captivating in that weakness. I know it is so hard for your heart to hear- I struggle with the same thing. The truth is though Michelle- it IS truth. Would you bring your broken pieces, your wounds and your pain to Jesus and ask Him to whisper to you what He thinks of you. His voice is never harsh or condemning. It is full of compassion and gentleness.
You are beautiful and brave to share your heart like you did- I respect and love your refreshing transparency. Sending you the biggest hug my friend.
Great words Julie. I am continually amazed how God shows I am worth something in His sight. Sad part is: what Michelle writes is often true. I am guilty at times of saying I am not worthy of God's love. But God made me to be His and that gives me worth. He bought me. He paid my price. He gave His Son. I am humbled and amazed that I matter that much to Him. So does Michelle.
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder! The purchaser sets the price, but we certainly set a value on what we have. Sometimes this value is more than what it really is-sometimes less. In your case the value is extremely high and should be. Is the value of something worth fighting for- in your case it is. Is the value worth doing something for- in your case it is. Is the value worth cherishing- in your case it is. Is the value worth admiring- in your case it is. Is the value worth humbling over- In your case it is. Is the value worth sacrificing for- In your case it is. IS the value worth thinking about how wonderful and beautiful it is- In your case it is. IS the value worth thinking about how amazing it is- In your case it is. God certainly thinks these things about you and so much more. I also think this way about you and so much more.
-Ken
Love your words Julie and how so very true. I hope that Michelle finds her enlightenment soon. I pray she can quiet the doubts and calm her mind so that His message of love and acceptance can be received.
Ken...all I can say is WOW. You brought tears to my eyes!
I have visited your blog and enjoyed it very much. It has a great inspiration.
Would you like to visit my weblog which I created about 7 months ago?
My wife and I are Iranian and live in the UK. We love Jesus and our weblog is mostly about our Lord. Since we are Iranian we have added some Persian topics to the weblog, but you can read and watch English ones.
Our weblog is http://creation-to-eternity.blogspot.com
God Bless,
Shapour.
Thank you so much for posting this. It brought tears to my eyes. I was never told these things as a young girl, but, someday, if I am a mother I want the very words you've written to be my words to my daughter.
Thank you.
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